Twenty and dumb, so in love
Back then, right before we fell apart
I was never enough
You couldn't be cuffed
To someone as fucked as I was
Selfish, broken, self-absorbed
My embrace is full of thorns
Walked out and you slammed the door
I deserved it
You're still the one I adore
And I cannot be that person again
When I was living in a false pretense
Now I see you, can't comprehend how much you've grown
I guess you're not alone
Still don't know how to let you go
Maybe I still love you
Maybe I'm still thinking of you
Never leave all the memories
Years ago, I left you
Baby, I still can't forget you
Maybe the time wasn't right for our love to bloom
Think of me, and know that I still love you
Years go by and I think a lot
Self-hating thoughts about the love we lost
Now you've come back, and my heart is stopped
But you're just waiting for the other fuckin' shoe to drop, and I
Wanna show you how much I've changed
Rainbow skies and sunny days
But I can't put the past away
I don't deserve this
All my demons are here to stay
Now it's over but I still believe
I'm better now than I was able to be
And we were young, but now we're able to see we're not alone
Maybe this house can be a home
Still don't know how to let you go
Maybe I still love you
Maybe I'm still thinking of you
Never leave all the memories
Years ago, I left you
Baby, I still can't forget you
Maybe the time wasn't right for our love to bloom
Think of me, and know that I still love you
If we learn to live and grow beyond
We just might reach the break of dawn
Happy endings, curtain calls
(Will we end up together after all?)
But maybe it's not meant to last
Let's make peace with the time we had
I'll always love you just a little bit
And pretend that I ain't sad, I
Still don't know how to let you go
Maybe I still love you
Baby, I'm still thinking of you
Never leave from my memories
Years ago, I left you
Baby, I still can't forget you
Maybe I wasn't right for affirming you
I hope the one you love knows how to love you