You were never dead to me
Bitterness is easier
You were never anything
You're alive and breathing in

You, me
Try to see
Why try
So hard

I still have dreams (I still have dreams)
Of you alive and breathing in (of you alive and breathing in)
It's been so long (it's been so long)
It hurt so much, it's so hard

You were never dead to me (you were never dead to me)
You're alive and breathing in (you're alive and breathing in)

You, me
Try to see
Why try
So hard

But it's cold
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
Why you gotta try so hard?
Why you gotta try so hard?

Feel so broke inside
Reaching for anything I can find

But it's cold
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's
Why you gotta try so hard?
Why you gotta try so hard still?