Well it's over now
And the tears won't even come
I'm so used to this now, the world has got me numbed out to the pain
I know the things you like and that just isn't me
I'm stuck here in the shadows of the person I can't be
Down comes the rain
And it washes off my bones
Thought that I was coming home
But it's clear to me that nothing I can do will satisfy
I'm ashamed I even tried
I'm
Fading in the sun
All these dreams have knocked me down and I tell you now, they won
I'm
Making my way slow
I couldn't tell you then, but now I'm sure you know
Oh darling, your taste was sweet as summer rain
Your mind an obstacle race
Against time and all hope I stayed to ease your pain
But I'm insane
For thinking things would be different
All the signs that I ignored
You'd sneak off when you got bored
Your restless insecurity
And my heart
Still sore
And I'm
I'm fading in the sun
All these dreams have knocked me down, and I tell you something now, they won
Cause I know what you like
And that just isn't me
I can't provide that kind of fantasy
To you
That ain't me