(VERSE)
I FEEL LIKE I'VE DONE IT ALL
AND EVERYTHING I HAD TO
I KNOW I'VE SUCCEEDED WITH ALL OF MY GOALS
AND MY 'MUST TO'S

BUT THEN I'M NOTICING HOW
I DON'T MATCH THIS TIME NOW
AND AS MUCH AS I TRY
OVER TIME
TO THIS UNCERTAINITY
I ALWAYS GET BACK

(PRE)
COULD I BE THE ONLY ONE
WHO SEES MY BAD SIDE?
THOSE PEOPLE REALLY KNOW
WHAT'S AWAITING FOR US?

EITHER GOOD OR BAD

(CHORUS)
I'M TIRED,
I'M IN SELF SABOTAGE
AND I REALIZE
I'M TRYING
TO GET BACK ON TRACK
IF THERE'S A CHANCE
I'M TIRED,
I'M IN SELF SABOTAGE


(VERSE)
WELL, MAYBE THIS IS MY FATE
ONE I SHOULD NOT EXTEND
BUT I HOLD ON TO LOVE AND CARE
CAUSE I'M WEAK THERE

IT KEEPS ME ALIVE AND WELL
BUT IT ALSO TURNS ME ILL,
CAUSE AT WILL
I HURT
THOSE WHO DESERVE IT NOT

AND SO I TRY TO VANISH,
AND GO AWAY
BUT SOMETHING ALWAYS STOPS ME,
RETAINS
SO I THINK HERE I GO AGAIN,
TRYING TO BE ME ONCE AGAIN

(PRE)
COULD I BE THE ONLY ONE
WHO SEES MY BAD SIDE?
THOSE PEOPLE REALLY KNOW
WHAT'S AWAITING FOR US?

EITHER GOOD OR BAD

(CHORUS)
I'M TIRED,
I'M IN SELF SABOTAGE
AND I REALIZE
I'M TRYING
TO GET BACK ON TRACK
IF THERE'S A CHANCE
I'M TIRED
I'M IN SELF SABOTAGE

(VERSE)
MAYBE I STILL HAVE TIME,
MAYBE NOT
BUT IS IT THE UNKNOWN
TAKING CONTROL OF IT ALL?
ONCE AGAIN,
HERE ON MY MONOLOGUE.
BUT IF SOMETHING MADE ME SPECIAL ONCE
WHICH I'M SURE I WAS
THIS COULD JUST TURN OUT
RIGHT.