I'm tryna paint the perfect picture but that life I just can't live
I got this dream of me and you if you was mine I'd be all in
I'm tryna see if you a blessing or a lesson, what it is?
You asked around about me did they lie you know these niggas kids
I know my reputation bad and I done made some bitches sad
But I'm done playing bitches so let's try again make you my last
I hope you put your trust in me and never judge me off my past
I was just young I thought that having hoes was cool it made you mad
You did your research on a nigga knew I broke up with Simone
I seen you on IG the same day my cousin say I'm wrong
But when you falling out of love for months it's easy to move on
And if she listening it's all love no I ain't dissing in this song
We started talking put you in my favorites dnd my phone
Cause I was fucking with your vibe these other hoes can leave me lone
I met your lil ass in December and you made my heart cold
That's what I get for moving quick and now my fucking heart gone
It's 11 while I'm writing this so I'm thinking of you
They call me 5 so I pour up a 5 when I get in that mood
I'm still gon have some hope for us right now I don't know what to do
11 shots they diss your name 11 shots I'm sending through
Go round the screen and shoot em with my left I bet I make em move
I shoot from deep and now I feel like Steph so you I just can't lose
Can't go to sleep my clock keep going off and I just go hit snooze
Can come to me when you get ready think I'm lying just ask K2
I felt some special bout you when I saw you showed you to my crew
I thought that we was boolin then you up and left me with no clue
My life was good before you left and when you left my shit when blue
I'm thinking everything ok but then you came and blew my fuse
I never go against your word I never speak down on your name
And you the one I want to heal me you the reason for this pain
Let's spend this summer fore' you leave cause this shit driving me insane
I feel I need you on my team so we can get through all this change
I can't fall in love but when I seen you know I fell
Just like the letter in your name you really handed me my L
You got me to the point where I'm fucked up and can't nobody tell
This shit I'm going through it hurt feel like I'm living up in hell
Your middle name that shit mean pure but you just wasn't pure with me
I'm really on this bitch expressing how I feel I don't want beef
I tell these other hoes I want em I'm just lying out my teeth
Got all this built up anger but can't say I hate you that's a reach
Relationships while you in college might be unbelievable
But you just got one life to live so you just gotta see it through
Them late nights you not responding promise I just think of you
You know you one of one so let's just pull off the unthinkable