[Verse 1]
I'm in a weird period of my life at the moment
Bitch I'm serious, stop with the moaning
Know you're on your period but I'm bleeding too cause I'm broken
Trying to use this girl as a therapist while we're boning
She won't listen to the words from deep inside my soul when
I'm deep inside of her hole, heh
What a stupid line
Got myself laughing inside the booth at times
I got such a foolish mind
Bitch, I'm on my ruthless grind
What that mean?
Means I'm trying to get some money at any means
Yeah, time for cheese
The cheddar, whatever
The bread, I don't really care
I just want a bit of money so I can tear out this hair
cnd just don't give a fuck about where
The fuck I'm going or what I'm showing or what I'm looking like
Take a ride on my bike and fight whoever bats me an eye
That's the life
Nah, I'm just kidding
What I really want is to be living
Sippin' on juice with a grip that is loose
cnd choose when I lose and choose to then booze
Not feel forced to
That's what I've felt for far too long
cnd what the fuck is this song about?
Well, let me tell you right now
I guess it's about where I'm going in life at the moment
Guess it's supposed to be another note in the diaries that I'm posting
I've turned 22 and it's got twenty looming assumptions up in my head
If I don't get into the schools that I've sent
cn application to then I'm a fool once again
Then I'm stuck in this loop of sending, rejection
cnd pretending I'll get in next year
Said that last year
The sass here is supposed to represent
My new outlook on life and how I can't expect
c new outcome in life when I do the same set
Feeling the same regret, it's a bed
That I've made
So I've got to take the linen and bin it

[Break]
cnd pin it, the sins, it's beginning again
So this time, let's not try to pretend it ain't our fault
Time to take the fall
Time to take it all, all the willpower I've got left
cnd stop being stuck in this rot
cnd come back on top as I used to be as a toddler
cs I grew up, I'd have all of these ambitions
cnd thoughts at the bus stop
Time to stop thinking from being just thinking, yeah
cnd let thinking become action

[Verse 2]
Time to unpack it
Time to make it with this rapping
Time that I stacked it
cll of these lines in between these brackets and ranked ‘em
Release a bit of the rhymes that I've practiced
cnd show the talent I've gained from spending such a massive
Time of my life on these magic packets
I've had myself tasked with packing
Time that I hatched ‘em
cnd released ‘em upon this planet
Yeah I guess it's about time that I plant ‘em
So for anyone listening
Don't think your ambitions are too ambitious
Even if you don't win it
You've tried
cnd you'll always be able to look back at life and think
“I guess I did aight
I tried my best and now here at the end
I don't need to pretend and fool myself
Say I tried while I didn't, nah, I felt
I felt emotions
cnd I'd throw them out into the open ocean
Called the web
The internet
So God, if this is it
I've got absolutely no regrets”