Clothed in something more regal
In a bright place vaguely celestial
I see my friends and family
All together waiting there for me
That's about where the dream ends
I wake up from ecstasy to demons
The same ones I thought were dead
Are making their way into my head

Wash away my silhouette
I haven't found my courage yet
Let me drown in my regrets
Burn what's left of my heart and we'll forget

Count this erasure as the last letter I
Never sent cause I was too caught in my
Head down I wear frowns and I am scared
That I'll never make it back to heaven
I'm addicted and numb
And I know that it's dumb
But I can't quite let myself go of me

Do I deserve this investiture cause
I'm unsure what it's all for
Do I float through the ceiling?
Or fall to the ground?
I feel less like a seraph ascending and
More like a shooting star
Like a crashing car
Please save me Father tonight

You said that you would save me
But I never thought you would
Would lay your life on the line
For anyone especially me
Maybe it's time to look up
But the sky still looks sable tonight
Tonight I saw the clouds part
And I thought I heard a voice say

I would never give up on you
But I need you to hold on too me

Count this erasure as the last letter I
Never sent cause I was too caught in my
Head down I wear frowns and I am scared
That I'll never make it back to heaven
I'm addicted and numb
And I know that it's dumb
But I can't quite let myself go of me

Do I deserve this investiture cause
I'm unsure what it's all for
Do I float through the ceiling?
Or fall to the ground?
I feel less like a seraph ascending and
More like a shooting star
Like a crashing car
Please save me Father tonight