Pull me back into where I don't want to be
Messing with my mind till it's not healthy
Ruining my life cause you're all I see
For so long you were what I had that I don't need
Made me neglect everybody around me
I am not proud of how far I have dove deep into you
Every part of me you're controlling
Disgusted by you, but I can't let go of it
Have you every night feeling like it'll last
Till the day I die, search you up, get me feeling right
How you sink into my mind like I'm diving
My whole life dictated on the thought if I am gonna find this
Remember how it started as a thing I wanna try
Till I slipped off, I'm addicted, then I can't deny
Always think about it all the time
What's it gonna take to say bye, I don't know and I don't know why
What's it gonna take to get you away
Till you're out of my head, my mind, my space yeah
I just hate what you're doing to me
How do I get away, how do I change
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know don't know, I don't know
What's it gonna,
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, don't know, I don't know, I don't know
Why is it like this
Every single time I try to fight this I cannot hold it when I'm trying
You lead me to breaking, lead me to lying
Lead me to hiding, I can't recognize me
I have been finding a way out of your trap climbing
Out of this hole I've been sucked down, drying
Out from the hours that I spent looking at you instead of grinding
I've been
Wasting my time with you and I should have let you go
Now you're sinking in my mind, living in my soul
Got a grip on me, double-handed, put me in a chokehold
Taking everything I got, taking everything I own
Till it's all gone, you are so wrong, for it
I'm lost in your game
And I'm quite off, turn it on, like I am coming to you
I am not fond, but I can't get rid of you at all
What's it gonna take to get you away
Till you're out of my head, my mind, my space yeah
I just hate what you're doing to me
How do I get away, how do I change
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know don't know, I don't know
What's it gonna,
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, don't know, I don't know, I don't know
What's it gonna take to get you away
Till you're out of my head, my mind, my
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, don't know, I don't know, I don't know