Tell her thank you, cause she helped me

She helped me see what I really needed to see
I was driven by jealousy
And I hide it in these melodies
I tell her to wake me up

Because I can't get up when I am off this pill
Can't get up on my own
She sounded like satan when she called my phone
Yeah I miss her so much wanna tell her come home

Oh yeah I really do
Gotta leave her alone
She don't really wanna be with me anyway
Yeah I don't think that she would care if I died today

You can be who you want don't let me get in your way
So that means you can't stop me from the pills that I take
That I take, that I take
It's not a drink that i ain't make

I'm mixing everything
I wanna feel something

Emotions they getting ahead of me
Yeah I told her through a text that she's dead to me
But I didn't mean it
I was still crying

I can't do it
Because I'm ruined
Satan look at me like you better do it
Oh yeah you better do it

You will not have your soul
I don't care that joke getting old
Body shaking its so cold
But I still think I can take one more

Oh no