I’m just sipping on this drank, yeah its kinda like my Novocain…
Sometimes I feel great, really great, but not today…
Everything will be alright, that’s what everybody say…
Honestly I think they lying, they be lying to my face…
Everything does not feel okay, so don’t be lying to me…
Everything does not feel okay, so don’t be lying to me…
Swear my demons came here to play, I see them flying to me…
Everything does not feel okay, so don’t be lying to me…

Yesterday I felt amazing, but today I feel like shit…
Yesterday man I was grinding, but today I wanna quit…
Theres so many highs and lows when it comes to this living shit…
And to be honest tho I’m really pushed to my limits bitch…
A six pack finna get downed, man that’s just how I’m feeling…
Sick of dealing with all these clowns, my mind just need some healing…
I’m just tryna do what I can, providing for my fam…
Honestly it feels like I’m damned, man shit done hit the fan…
Sad boy in the summer, how pathetic that’s the vibe I’m giving…
Sorry its a bummer, I’m just talking bout the life we living…
I’m just tryna keep my head up, keep it above the water…
Saddest story ever told, yeah I’m the fucking author…

Everything does not feel okay, so don’t be lying to me…
Everything does not feel okay, so don’t be lying to me…
Swear my demons came here to play, I see them flying to me…
Everything does not feel okay, so don’t be lying to me…

Don’t be lying to me you don’t see the world up on my shoulder blades…
Say it’s fine, I thought it get easier with older age…
It’s a sign, maybe I should throw away this whole charade…
But I wont lie, I could never quit until I made a name…
I be struggling with how I’m feeling I can’t fake the love…
I can’t talk to god even the devil was an angel once…
depression on top of it all is salt in all my paper cuts…
And I love all my fans but y’all want me to stay for what?…
For this hard work to be ignored…
I feel like Yoda with the force, I gotta put this back on course…
Put my moms up in that Porsche, and get my name all over Forbes…
If I could kill all this anxiety I’d leave it in the morgue…
Its hard chasing opportunity with this bipolar illness…
I’ve had more doors closed on me than a Jehovah witness…
I jus feel the world closing in I’m tryna make a change…
I’m just tryna make it thru day this shit not ok…