Lord forgive me for what I’ve done wrong
Get me through the tough time make me strong
Friendships dying people crying
I thought I speak the truth but I guess I’ve been lying
I’ve been living in a façade of sunny days
But in the end all I see gloominess and rain
Everything now is starting to fall apart
Can you hear the beat of my slow dying heart
I’ve made it pretty long so far
But I feel like I’ve done nothing more
Than disappoint myself
And I’m sitting here with diminishing health
Every day darker than the last
Nowhere further each second passed
Letting everyone down I crash I crash
I don’t know what I’m thinking about
But I can’t get the end off of my mind
Yeah I’m thinking about death
Yeah I’m thinking bout death
I can’t do this anymore
What would happen if I died here right on the floor
I’m thinking bout death yeah
Thinking about death right now
Lord Satan out here tempting me
I don’t wanna be another one of his casualties
He’s putting my mind in a dark place
Scared of what’ll happen next will it be my fate
I ain’t thinking about suicide but if I died
How many people will stand by my side
Looking at my tombstone what will they see
In loving memory you’ll be missed rest in piece
I’ve made it pretty long so far
But I feel like I’ve done nothing more
Than disappoint myself
And I’m sitting here with diminishing health
Daily crisis in my head I stop
Feel like a loser in a dead-end job
I try to map my life I’m lost I’m lost
I don’t know what I’m thinking about
But I can’t get the end off of my mind
Yeah I’m thinking about death
Yeah I’m thinking bout death
I can’t do this anymore
What would happen if I died here right on the floor
I’m thinking bout death yeah
Thinking about death right now
I don’t know what I’m thinking about
But I can’t get the end off of my mind
Yeah I’m thinking about death
Yeah I’m thinking bout death
I can’t do this anymore
What would happen if I died here right on the floor
I’m thinking bout death yeah
Thinking about death right now
And I don’t know where to go right now
Right now right now right now