I need a moment of silence
My heads underwater
It feels like i'm drowning
My thoughts getting louder

Use all this pain for a purpose
Is it all worth it
Ive been trying to figure it out

Got me feeling traumatized
Say I got a look all in my eyes
I don't mean to disguise it
Put on a front that I like
When Im alone I reflect on my time

I know that you been in burkin
Putting on for the city, see you workin
Stacking up paper and taking the green
Manifesting anything you please

Ima do better for me
Ima do better you'll see
I will take all the time that I need

I just need a moment of silence
My heads underwater
It feels like I'm drowning
My thoughts getting louder

Use all this pain for a purpose
Is it all worth it
I've been trying to figure it out


Throwing it all on the table
Been doubting myself am I able?
Confused on what anyone sees
Holdin the weight of the world with these feet
Secluding myself and protecting my peace

Gotta get my shit together
Put in the work and I put in the effort
Practicing patience and stacking my cheese
When I need a break take a trip to Eugene

Ima do better for me
Ima do better you'll see
I will take all the time that I need

If you only knew what i carry with me
Putting all jokes to the side, I'm taking it with me

I know that I'll be alright, ill be just fine
Healing myself and I'm getting it right

Im still learning to love
Been holding on for so long
questioning when it went wrong

I just need a moment of silence
My heads underwater
It feels like I'm drowning
My thoughts getting louder

Use all this pain for a purpose
Is it all worth it
Ive been trying to figure it out

I just need a moment of silence
My heads underwater
It feels like I'm drowning
My thoughts getting louder

Use all this pain for a purpose
Is it all worth it
Ive been trying to figure it out