Death at the gates again
Howling my name
I can't greet you today
I have a war to win inside my head
You can't take what my mind
Has already destroyed
What hell awaits me in the end
I am the defect of the modern world

Defect Motherfucker

You son of bitch
You caused me to harm myself
I can't sleep in night with fear of beatings on the way

The razor cracks my skin again
I feel the barrel pressed against my head
If I should pull the trigger
what would that change
All of this torment and a agony has gone unseen

Through the black and white
We suffer for all man kind

I just wanna feel alright
But all I get are sleepless nights
With the acing fear of never waking
I'm staring death in the eye