You slept on the balcony
I cried in bed til four or three
Wondering, if maybe we
Could make kintsugi of this mess
Made a vow to try our best
Cause I see the cracks in everything
A smile, a lie, a shrug, a diamond ring
That's how the light gets in
But what a moonless no star night
Still I think we'll win this fight
So if you don't, I won't, call it quits
Oh if you don't, I won't, sink this ship
You yell and I'm a child again
Eight or nine, with nerves of porcelain
You're still in '94
Lonely child of divorce
Lifetime movie ran its course
So if you don't, I won't, call it quits
Oh if you don't, I won't, sink this ship
Three drinks and I'm 19 again
Taking steel to double-broken skin
I overthink and I'm 19 again
A masochist forever replaying
I blink and I'm naive again
Taking every wrong turn in the road
Three drinks and I'm 19 again
Willing gold to corrode
Three drinks and I'm 19 again
Taking steel to double-broken skin
I overthink and I'm 19 again
A masochist forever replaying
I blink and I'm naive again
Taking every wrong turn in the road
Three drinks and I'm 19 again
Willing gold to corrode