I've been drafting my text, taking a breath
Right before I call you
Can't be human now and if I think it too loud
You'll find out how much I want to
Drive to the other side lace your fingers through mine
Sit on your old couch and confide
I've spent 21 nights electrified
Still I hope you don't hear the waver in my voice
When there's so much I savor in yours
Oh, it puts me at ease
Then winds me up like a child's toy
In a way that gets hard to ignore
You've been making me new from my point of view
You're the brightest thing to exist
I am stardust now and I guess I'm just proud
To have ever held a love like this
But I lift it to my mouth and I swallow it down
Where it burns in my throat
I will never let you never let you know
I will never let you know never let you know
I will never let you know
I have barely slept since the day we met
Caught me in your net, don't cut me loose
I want to be as close as your cigarette
And your collarbone cherry tattoo
What do I do? What the fuck do I do when I'm so into you? You're just too much to lose
There might be no hiding the quiver in my voice
When you say you still get triggered by your ex
Oh, and last night the band turned into white noise
With a stamp on my hand, you were on next
Oh, will I ever let you know? No!
I've been drafting my text taking a breath I'll never say how much I want you