I never realized
That I needed control
In my darkest moment
It's so much to handle
Body tensing
Body straining
Can't stand the noise
It's all intrusive
I never realized
Time got me so far
But I'm just not there
No I'm not
Can you call me
Cause I'm not
I'm just not there
No, baby
Can you reach me?
Cause I'm not
I'm just not
There
I can't remember
The last time I've been so content
I see the lost in my eyes
I can't bring it back
I can't take it back
Body tensing
Body straining
I've been lost my way
Still craving for peace
I never realized
Time got me so far
But I'm just not there
No I'm not
Can you call me
Cause I'm not
I'm just not there
No, baby
Can you reach me
Cause I'm not
I'm just not there
Oh
I'm just not there
I'm just not there