Walls are blank but talking to me
They whisper that I lost my mind
Blood on the floor ugly scene
Smell wreak of my demise

Home is my safe haven but its still a mess
I got all my secrets under my old bed
My demons are the ones who talk inside my head
They tell me press the razor deep in my own neck

I think I lost my sanity
Can’t even force myself to cry
I think I’m losing all of me
To the demons eating me from deep insides

People switching up like a pages in a book
Nice one day then they give a dirty look
I try to be nice but that shit ain’t enough
My demons taking over don't try to test your luck

I'm losing my sanity
lost touch of reality
fuck your clarity
I'm showing the worst part of me

locking me up didn't do shit
they can try and mediate
wont help it
they can try to medicate
I don't feel shit
blade digging in my arm
I think I like it

now theres a time and place
but I can't hold it
bout to break down
shot after shot
think I'm bold enough to try now
drown myself
I tied the rope
I forced the pills straight down my throat
I got no hope
momma I'm sorry
I'm about to croak

Heavy weight pressed on my chest
I wish that i could fucking die
My life is such a fucking mess
I'm ready to go hell sounds so fucking nice

I'm sorry for the shit i did inside your home
My sanity was gone there was no fucking hope
Im sorry for the mess I left for you clean
Don't forget the nice guy that i used to be

I promised that I'm gonna get some fucking help
I promised that I'm gonna focus on myself
I promise not to give you no more fucking hell
Please stand by me please don't go try to fucking bail