I should've cried when we broke up
But I didn't
I got high and I went numb
Had a vision

That I'm on stage and nobody's watching me
I'm afraid that I'm who I'll always be

I've been questioning existence
cm I narcissistic
Not even the drugs can save me
My friends say I'm being distant
I don't even miss them
I've been such a bitch now lately
Hands up laughing on the way down
Swear it's not a break down
I just need a break now baby
I'm fine, you can put the pen down
Everything is good now
I'm good now
Right?

I'd say you caught me on a bad day
But you didn't
I'm still scared of the next page
Cause maybe I'm the villain

Lost the plot I guess it's a tragedy
I get off on every catastrophe

I've been questioning existence
cm I narcissistic
Not even the drugs can save me
My friends say I'm being distant
I don't even miss them
I've been such a bitch now lately
Hands up laughing on the way down
Swear it's not a break down
I just need a break now baby
I'm fine, you can put the pen down
Everything is good now
I'm good now
Right?

I've been questioning existence
cm I narcissistic
Not even the drugs can save me
My friends say I'm being distant
I don't even miss them
I've been such a bitch now lately
Hands up laughing on the way down
Swear it's not a break down
I just need a break now baby
I'm fine, you can put the pen down
Everything is good now
I'm good now
Right?