Missin my ex
Just not sure if I only miss the sex
Or if these thoughts keep callin me back
Testin my tact
Seein if I’ll break my pact
To take the time to be fine
So I swarm my memory
Sifting through
Weighing the few
Times I felt you mean “I’m sorry”

I wanna climb towers with you
Discover each other in certain flowers with you
Run down a beach and say it’s ours with you
Walk away from my problems with you
I wanna soar over tears with you
And find a breath of peace inside a kiss with you
I wanna plan with you
And make lists years long and fly away with you
I wanna shower with you
And do all the things we said we’d promised we’d do
I wanna float down the Nile with you
But I gotta not be in denial with you
Cuz im swarmed by my memories
Shifting a new
Getting the clue
That you choose not to mean “I’m sorry”

Takin a vacation from that ignant desperation
Can't believe you can't see what you gon miss without your B.A.E. son
You can’t feel
You can’t deal
Don’t worry it’s okay hun
Go take the time to realign
And find out if you’ve seen the sign
You’ve been praying for can't say no more
I hope you get what your fighting for

But what's that even mean
Should it even matter if it comes between you and me
Last time I checked I’m the second half of your team
Waiting for the come up to attack like a fiend
And you know this
And you walked away just to show it
Wrote plenty of songs
Hit my line just to blow it

So I swarm my memories
Sifting through
Weighing the few
Times I felt you mean “I’m sorry”
Cuz im swarmed by my memory
Shifting a new
Getting the clue
That you choose not to mean “I’m sorry”
So I swarm my memory
Sifting through
Weighing the few
Times I felt you mean “I’m sorry”

Takin a vacation from that ignant desperation
You can’t feel
You can’t deal
Don’t worry it’s okay hun
Go take the time to realign
And find out if you’ve seen the sign
Been praying for can’t say no more
I hope you get what your fighting for

I wanna say it’s over with you
Put down my pen and shut my eyes I'm so exhausted with you
Can’t tell the time you on my mind
Is that a moon or its noon?
Girl stop.
Got some other thinkin to do.

Missin my ex, just not sure if I only miss the sex