I make myself convenient
drive you home on the weekends
from the bar
you’re long gone
but I don’t mind

I should feel so ashamed you
Slur some other girl's name
And I ignore it
God for you I’m always blind

I’m cheating on my pride with you
She doesn’t deserve this
It’d be a different story if I knew you were worth it

I wish I was above
Just following your crumbs
I know they lead to nowhere
are we still having fun?

I’d rather be used by you
Than you be something I lose
You tell lies just to touch me
and I hate I that I let you
I know I’ll never be enough
I’m just your sorry runner up
I’d rather be used by you
than you be something I lose


Waited for you at my show
you got tattoos with girls I don’t know
I guess that we both hurt ourselves that day

Don’t know what keeps you calling
Are we just trauma bonding?
you always know just what to say
is it some piss poor excuse to stay?

My God you’ve got it rough
Getting everything you want
I feel like throwing up
Are still having fun?

I’d rather be used by you
Than you be something I lose
You tell lies just to touch me
and I hate that I let you
I know I’ll never be enough
I’m just your sorry runner up
I’d rather be used by you
than you be something I lose


I feel fucking pathetic
I know that I’ll regret it
don’t think that I can help it
Don’t want to need you


I’d rather be used by you
Than you be something I lose
You tell lies just to touch me
and I hate that I let you
I know I’ll never be enough
I’m just your sorry runner up

I’d rather be used by you
than you be something I lose