Out of focus, out of focus
I don't call nobody notice, nobody know this
I'm invisible (I'm invisible) even to myself (even to myself)
On my mattress, on my mattress
My only friends are dust and ashes, blunts and matches
It's a ritual (it's a ritual) but it don't help (but it don't help)

I push everyone away
Before they can runaway
I'm not gonna let you see
Everything underneath
I put up a thousand walls
So I don't get hurt no more
All you get is what you see
This ain't no apology

I don't think I'll ever be good enough
I don't think I'm ever gonna find someone
Don't you leave me alone
Won't you carry me home
I don't think I'll ever be good enough
Voices in my head wish I could turn 'em off
Don't you leave me alone
Won't you carry me home

With the lights off, with the lights off
I don't have to see the things I'm terrified of
I'm invisible (I'm invisible) keep it to myself
Keep it to myself, keep it to myself, baby
TV's on but I ain't watching
I just tryna to fill the silence while I lie here
It's a ritual (it's a ritual) but it don't help, help, help

I put up a thousand walls
So I don't get hurt no more
All you get is what you see
This ain't no apology

I don't think I'll ever be good enough
I don't think I'm ever gonna find someone
Don't you leave me alone
Won't you carry me home (yeah, yeah)
I don't think I'll ever be good enough (good enough)
Voices in my head wish I could turn 'em off (wish I could turn 'em off)
Don't you leave me alone (don't you leave me alone)
Won't you carry me home

Please don't leave me alone (please don't leave me alone)
Won't you carry me home (won't you carry me home)
Please don't leave me alone (yeah, yeah)
Won't you carry me home (yeah, yeah)
Please don't leave me alone
Please don't leave me alone
Won't you carry me home

I don't think I'll ever be good enough
I don't think I'm ever gonna find someone
Don't you leave me alone (don't you leave me alone)
Won't you carry me home
I don't think I'll ever be good enough
Voices in my head wish I could turn 'em off
Don't you leave me alone
Won't you carry me home

Please don't leave me alone (good enough)
Won't you carry me home (find someone)
Please don't leave me alone (good enough)
Leave me alone
Won't you carry me home (good enough)