Apparition float around and ghost my friends
I'm religious just don't look through my messages
Been pretending that all of this is not gonna end
But I know this is all gonna end

I'm controversial say whatever is on my mind
I'm impatient I'm not a fan of wasting time
Not suicidal I just want to find a way out
I just need to find a way out

I'm nocturnal can never fall asleep at night
Public places never really fit me right
Conversations with people that I don't really like
There's not a lot of people I like

Existential crises always come to my mind
My intuition is overthink until I feel fine
I talked to God
He told me things will be alright

I want to find a way out
Of all of these feelings
And go to a place where no one thinks that I need healing
Cause I know that I need it
But I don't need to hear it
Cause all that it does is keep me locked up in my feelings

All of these feelings
And go to a place where no one thinks that I need healing
Cause I've already done that
Questions mean nothing
Cause all that it does is keep me locked up in my feelings

I want to find a way out
Of all of these feelings
And go to a place where no one thinks that I need healing
Cause I know that I need it
But I don't need to hear it
Cause all that it does is keep me locked up in my feelings

Yeah I know that I need it
But I don't need to hear it
Cause all that it does is keep me locked up in my feelings
I need to find a way out