They tell me I look good-nah I don't see it
Dropped some weight? Nah doesn't feel like it
Food doesn't taste the same life's lost its flavor
But it's all as it is all as it

Every compliment feels like a masked critique
Mirrors don't reflect me they just shatter on the street
I've become a ghost in my own life unseen
Even by those who claim they're watching me
My house feels strange like I'm a visitor here
Six months gone and I'm just a shadow in the mirror

You look good they say but I can't agree
You've lost weight they point but I just wanna flee
Nothing tastes the same and nothing feels right
But it's all as it is all as it
But it's all as it is

Withdrawn from the world solitude my only friend
Haven't seen the sun in days forgot its warmth on my skin
Lost in my head replaying traumas that never end
Doctors wanna fix me with pills not understanding the mess
Panic attacks fasting for days spiraling down
From eating disorders to collapsing on the ground

You look good they say but it's not true
You're too thin they worry if only they knew
Tastes have faded nothing sates this internal void
But it's all as it is all as it

Broke mirrors to avoid seeing myself
Feeling more fractured than the reflections I dispel
Emotions so raw pain so deep it's hard to speak
Would rather break bones than face another bleak week
In my darkest moments I'm abandoned left to weep
But still I tell myself I'm the fault the mistake so steep

Family might not even know if I'm alive or dead
If I called to say how I feel they'd just brush off what's said
Everything okay? they'd ask ignoring my dread
Yeah Mama everything's okay as I hang up and end

They tell me I look fine-no I don't find it
They say I'm getting better-but the reflection denies it
Hard to eat when life's flavors are muted and bleak
But everything stays as it is all as it
Echoes of I'm okay while inside I'm not fixed