(Fall in love with you, you, my)
(Fall in love with you, you, my)

Yeah yeah yeah

She told me kill yourself
Let me think about it and I'll call you back
Hypochondriac off a bottle of some cognac
Haunted from my past
Momma think I'm fucking traumatized
She keep saying I should get some help
Sorry not tonight
Maybe I'll try tomorrow
I don't got time to borrow
I'm just tryna drown out my sorrow
'Cause inside I feel hollow
In an awful place
Thoughts start to contemplate
If I end my life then I won't have to overcompensate
Not impressed
Never had no common sense
Off my meds
Living rent free inside your shawty head
I been on edge
I'm thinking 'bout jumping off the ledge
When I'm all alone I realize I miss my toxic friends
With a stripper bitch
She wanna get sodomized
I don't use protection how the fuck I'd know my condom size
Say it with my chest I don't apologize
Should be lobotomized
In my city zombies drop like flies


Don't know if I'll ever get out of this hole
But I'm starting to have doubts I feel so cold
Why am I so alone
What you do when your house just don't feel like home
Don't know if I'll ever get out of this hole
But I'm starting to have doubts I feel so cold
Why am I so alone
What you do when your house just don't feel like home


The birds chirping and the suns out
Voice inside my head telling me to put the gun down
Then I pick it up
Why should I give a fuck
It's in my blood
Additive personality shit's really fun
Feeling stuck intrusive thoughts linger
Close to giving up
Feelings suck
Put 'em in a swisher and I twist 'em up
That's when I'm taking care of myself
Promise this shit get dark
Remember I was 7 in my bed bumping Linkin Park
(in the end)
That's when I fell in love with music
Little did I know one day I'd become so fucking reclusive
I'm abusive to myself
Doggy I'm just a nuisance
I feel putrid ask myself
Like why do I even do this
(why do I do this)
Miss when I was just a kid still
Bitch give me the pistol
I wanna know how that clip feel
Give me your love
I wanna know how your lips feel
Wanna know how your kiss feel
That's the kiss of death
Why you still in my head
Christian bitch she genuflect
Every time she give me neck
Baby you don't gotta be upset
One day I'mma be gone like you wanted
And you'll be a wreck