I've been paying more attention
to the things that I've been saying
to myself (in my head)
and after some consideration
I just had the realization
I'd be pissed if this shit was said to my friends

Oh no
I've been bullying myself
Oh yeah
Think I need a little help
Oh no
I've been come my own worst enemy
(hee hee hee hee)

They never wanna talk to you again
They already forgot your existence
Nobody ever wants you anyway
They couldn't wait for you to walk away
They never wanna talk to you again
They already forgot your existence
Nobody ever wants you anyway
They couldn't wait for you to walk away

I've been having harder times
with chemicals behind my eyes that
stop my days (immobilized)
yeah I can't see you later today
I have got a wretched playdate
behind bars with my sick imagination

Oh no
I've been bullying myself
Oh yeah
Think I need a little help
Oh no
I've been come my own worst enemy
(hee hee hee hee)

They never wanna talk to you again
They already forgot your existence
Nobody ever wants you anyway
They couldn't wait for you to walk away
They never wanna talk to you again
They already forgot your existence
Nobody ever wants you anyway
They couldn't wait for you to walk away

I can't begin to count the times
this week you've told me to fuck off in my mind
and my body reacts so damn unkind
like the shock is happening before my eyes

They never wanna talk to you again
They already forgot your existence
Nobody ever wants you anyway
They couldn't wait for you to walk away
They never wanna talk to you again
They already forgot your existence
Nobody ever wants you anyway
They couldn't wait for you to walk away