My heart is heavy
looking down at my feet I been wondering where we been heading

covered in frowns
pacing around
I look in the mirror its up-side down


and you're not around
staring up at my ceiling
been so messed up I haven't even gotten a meal in,

yet

am I here right now

my face is melting right now as I move thru fake clouds
and your fake smiles
when you fake dial my phone
its a storm
like breathing everyday since i was born
wish I was warned

i should put on a shirt
maybe some pants
don't even know which one goes first
my feet or my hands
when i feel like i can't stand (up)

believe me when i say i never asked for this

this is life, it is what it is
i wont miss

my mark

i will keep going even when the story gets stark
take a hit to the heart
cant run away from the feelings inside,
no matter how dark
questioning if Im my greatest demise
and how to restart

TV glow in my room
feeling my chest go boom
still no intent to move

TV glow in my room
feeling my chest go boom
still no intent to move

believe me when i say i never asked for this

this is life, it is what it is
i wont miss