Yeah, too many times I'm taking Ls back-to-back don't know how to feel
I guess I had a bad time, they crossed me out, thought I was ill
And now they all bustin' you, look in your eyes, can't say you real
Question me like how I'm doing', how I feel, oh yeah
Well, I'm let you know, it's gone' be a long minute, till I let this pain go
We Four deep in this ride four choppers in this Durango
In this Durango
In this Durango
That chopper by the door, that lean on ice
Paranoid as fuck, I'm staying' up all night
Say I got demons in my head, got my thoughts running' wild
They say I'm deeper than my mind, I been like that since a child, oh yeah
It's time to let it go, this pain run deep, it's in my soul
Thinkin' bout it, get me mad, if you ain't real, then leave me alone
That fake shit really getting' old, I'm chasing', check, tryna get this gold
Tryna get this mill ticket, play with gang,we let it blow
That be on God shout out to all the fallen soldiers, I won't bend or fold
Using rap to heal my pain, hopefully I let it go
Any given day I die, I ain't holdin' on for long
Just look me in my eyes, and sent me flowers if they see me home
Like hell yeah, I been goin' off them Adderall's just keep me focused
And I ain't goin' back and forth with you, I said it's over
That wouldn't be real of me, if I told you something, then turn it over
And that's for real, I'm in the game so I can lack
Where I'm from, they killin' kids and puttin' your brain on your lap
My uncle died when I was young, that shit had made me mad
What you know about takin' drugs? or trying hard not to relapse
Tryna run these coins up and see different shit on the map
See, I'm just rappin' what I live, youngin 14 on the block
He swing that stick and hit your kids, niggas claim they stand on business
He ain't even take his bid, I don't even know myself
I just know I'm gon' get rich
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Yeah Neph
Keep Grinding' man, grinding' man
Don't stop
Put that shit in they face, man
You know it ain't nothing we can't do