Yea, man everyday a nigga soul searching
Man how do I move on when my soul hurting
Man what's my soul purpose? Fuck it I don't know
I'm just trying to find my encore behind these closed curtains
Looking at this life man is it even worth it?
Got a nigga feeling blue yea I'm on some Smurf shit
But I'm motivated Mama said that I deserve it
Shit I did hella wrong but in her eyes I'm perfect
But I gotta keep grinding gotta scratch the surface
Man it's hard in this world when you feel deserted
That's why I pour this ginger ale and mix it with the bourbon
One day we all gone die homie that shit is certain
So I dedicate my life when I be writing verses
And I'm still right with God though I rarely visit churches
I told the Lord I'm trying to be the best that I can be
He told me "take a look in the mirror an tell me what you see"
I'm Soul Searching
I'm soul searching
Take another look tell me what you see
Is what I'm fighting for enough for me?
And I'm soul searching
The sun don't shine all I see is rain
But my dreams so clear through this window pane
And I'm Focused
Yea, man I done fell in love a few times
It never worked out but it motivated new rhymes
Dawg in due time
And if giving your all to a person is illegal I should be on True Crimes
I'm to sober for this shit I need a new high
Somebody tell Mike to pass me the moon shine
Dropped all of my hoes I need a new five
And if you're gonna walk in mine you'll probably need some shoe shine
Yea, 'cause I done been through the mud nigga
Hung around the drug dealers
Shit it's all love nigga
Yea, and I still pray for clarity
So many of my people dead that shit don't seem fair to me
Look up to the sky tell me Lord are you hearing me
He took me through the storm so I know that He preparing me
Every night I say my prayers It's working on the low
And I'm just working on myself while I'm searching for my soul
I'm Soul Searching
I'm soul searching
Take another look tell me what you see
Is what I'm fighting for enough for me?
And I'm soul searching
The sun don't shine all I see is rain
But my dreams so clear through this window pane
And I'm soul
Soul
Searching
Yea
Take another look tell me what you see
What you see
Is what I'm fighting for enough for me?
And I'm soul
Soul
Searching
Yea
The sun don't shine all I see is rain
Oooooh
But my dreams so clear through this window pane
And I'm Focused
Da da da da
And I'm Searching Mhmmm
Soul searching yea
Soul searching yea
This is ShaeLaSoul
Da da da da da da
And I'm Focused