I...don't want to write
down...
every tears i have
will make your bright
disapear...

I...realize it's not easy
for you too...
trying to bear every
fears...
you...have...

I...know it's all my false
can't hold every smile
in your face....
I...realize my life
is not easy...
in the deep inside
I..don't want my bleeding
reaching your hand
drowning in me

honestly ...
if u want to go now
and leave without any words
behind...
that's all...
I...understand

maybe...
in time you leave
I...am no longer
under this world...
just...
tired....

and maybe...
i...can't hold my breathe
to stand with all fears
and tears....