Lately I been
Feeling pretty bummy
Gotta twisted knee
From all the running
In a deeper pit
Than in my stomach
Catholic guilt
Feel like I been punished
Moral deficit like
Government funded
Grabbed the hilt
But I ain't even budge it
Alchemist can make
Something out of nothing
Satisfied if I can
Summon up the courage
I been way too
Blunted in dungeon
I been way too munted
Can't function
Leaves wilt
My garden malnourished
Litter runt, feel like I'm punching
Trudging thru the mud
I got sludge on my runners
Picking at the scraps
That I racked from the luncheon
Hoping that my cousins
Don't go peeping my production
When it's done and dusted
All my shit stay busted

Not gonna lie, I gotta bring
My garden back to life
Neglect ain't a vibe
I'm avoidant most the time
Hell ain't a fire, it's just
When your heart gets cold as ice
I been wrestling with God
'Most every night

Dreamer's drought
Had to step away from my device
Go read about it, only know
The truth when it's on site
Don't beat around the bush
Just spit it out and say it right
Can't just sing the tune
You really been way outta time
You can't sing the blues
Unless you've had the blues
Would do it all again
If I had to choose
Just had to say goodbye
To that boy you knew
How you gonna win
If u ain't had to lose nothing
Something's gotta give
Gotta pay the toll
If you're only praying
Then you hands are closed
If you don't pray at all
I guess your eyes are closed
Bro called me a visionary
I dunno, I'm open to it
(idk) Wait for Gabriel
To bring me news
(afk) Bet you wish
A motherfucker would
(ugk) need some diamonds
Up against that wood
(ok ok) I know wealth really
Be the labour's fruit

I gotta bring my
Garden back to life
I'm avoidant most the time
It's just when your
Heart gets cold as ice
I been wrestling
With God 'most every night

Not gonna lie, I gotta bring
My garden back to life
Neglect ain't a vibe
I'm avoidant most the time
Hell ain't a fire, it's just
When your heart
Gets cold as ice
I been wrestling
With God 'most every night