Haven't always been open minded
But lately it's catching up
Can't sit still, can't just walk in
Everything just feels too much
Not sayin I'm not happy
But lately it's gettin tough
And smiling doesn't help me
They say I try too hard

And I remember
It didn't used to be this way

Today it doesn't matter
Tonight I'll be okay
I've always been up and down
Never knowing what to say
Today won't be a struggle
Tonight I wait, a mess
But I promisе if you're there, I
Will feel it lеss and less

And I remember
It didn't used to be this way

Oh well, gotta roll with my fake company
You're the only eye-set I can see tonight
I'm overcome with the need to get away
But if you just asked me to stay
Maybe this no more counted, I can change