I would like a second of your time, for once in my whole life I don't wanna lie. Everything around me falls apart, no object permanence makes love so hard. I can't tell if I'm gonna hurt you, or if I'd even mean to.

I've got no choice but to push you away, it's the only way that I can keep you safe.

I'm self-destructive, too disruptive, no one kept me safe, got so much anger, this disaster is why I have to say

I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry