I'm not a person that you've known
But I am not a person that I want to be
You know it wouldn't happen at all, happen at all
Doing nothing for the most of time
Because of my anxieties I can't talk to anyone
And not that I don't want to, I'm just a broken guy
Just fucked up guy
I don't know how, I don't know why
I just sat in tears, like, a thousand times
If anybody asked about me, said "I am alright"
But I'm not alright
You passed me by
Lost every one of my friends over past few months
And I don't know how
All these things I have said to you
Sitting all the time waiting for sign of life from you
But I should be better too
I'm lonely, what I can do?
Always sad and what I can do?
I lost everybody, so I don't wanna lose you
Oh, lost everybody, and don't wanna lose you
"Control emotions"? Well, I failed that too
Interpreting words I've said to you?
You know what to do
And emotional disorders in my head, every time I go home
Hurting other people unintentionally, where I should go?
I don't have anyone, I don't have any more
All of those things that I wanted to have, now don't want them all
I just sat in tears, like, a thousand times
If anybody asked about me, said "I am alright"
But I'm not alright
You passed me by
Lost every one of my friends over past few months
And I don't know why
All these things I have said to you
Sitting all the time waiting for sign of life from you
But I should be better too
I'm lonely, what I can do?
Always sad and what I can do?
I lost everybody, so I don't wanna lose you
And I lost a-nother person now
What I did wrong
I should just get up and forget you
I should've tell you that-
(I will save that line for another time)
Seven deadly sins
Know why I can't wake up
Because my nightmare is, like, my entire life
I tried to say that, but I'm too scared
Of reaction of people that I care so much about