I just took a Xan for the first time (first time)
Hit me at three A.M. That's thirst time (thirst time)
I'ma come clean, it's do my dirt time (dirt, dirt)
Your lonely ass waitin' for a reply

Ay, used to swipe the Amex, it got decline (decline)
Now I'm swipin' and I throw the peace sign (peace sign)
Baby ain't no "Us," I need me time (I need me time)
I've got exes hittin' me for a retry (ha, yeah, ay)
Yeah couple popstars tryna be mine (tryna be mine)
And I'ma play it cool in the meantime (in the meantime)

I've been mixing liquor with the tree (with the tree)
Talking 'bout she love me for me (no)
After one of the Ls (yeah)
I'ma leave on the stretcher (yeah)
I might pose for the steel
Crop you out of the picture (ooh)
Cigarettes to the filter
Drunken text say, "I miss you" (ay, yeah)
Drunken text say, "I miss you"
It still feel like I'm with you, whoa

Sometimes I wonder if you over me (yeah)
I hope you get to know this over me
Wrote a letter, said I hated you (I hated you)
Used to read it like it's poetry

I just took a Xan for the first time (first time)
Hit me at 3 A.M. That's thirst time (that's thirst time)
I'ma come clean, it's do my dirt time (dirt, dirt, yeah-yeah)
Your lonely ass waitin' for a reply (ay)

Vvs, diamonds in the mine (in the mine)
Memorize your number, I'ma dial (I'ma dial)
Holdin' up your name at arrival
Pick you up, yeah it's been a while
Pressed down like it's in your style
Shawty skrrt the wraith, terrorist got a crown
On the stage but I'm lookin' for you in the crowd (in the crowd)
On the stage but I'm lookin' for you (whoa)
(Wow)
I'm anxious, you still confusin' me

I've been mixing liquor with the tree (with the tree)
Talking 'bout she love me for me (no)
After one of the Ls
I'ma leave on the stretcher
I might pose for the steel
Crop you out of the picture
Cigarettes to the filter
Drunken text say, "I miss you"
Drunken text say, "I miss you"
It still feel like I'm with you, whoa

Sometimes I wonder if you over me (yeah)
I hope you get to know this over me
Wrote a letter, said I hated you (I hated you)
Used to read it like it's poetry

I just took a Xan for the first time (for the first time)
Hit me at three A.M. That's thirst time (that's thirst time)
I'ma come clean, it's do my dirt time (dirt, dirt, yeah-yeah)
Your lonely ass waitin' for a reply (ay)

Ah
Adderall high
Focus on, forward
This way, come on
The worst version of me

If you ignore this
I'm glad you seen this
The drugs I'm needin'
The black he fiendin'
The black he fiendin'
Too facetious
I'm too conceited
Both defeated
The worst version of me
Both defeated
Too conceited
Both defeated