Another day I don't wanna wake up
I wanna stay in my bed
Restless nights from getting wiser
All these thoughts in my head
I know there's upsides
To being self aware
But I've seen too much
I just want someone to care
The role I'm playing getting tired
Wish it was based more on me
Sick of going through these motions
What do it mean to be free?
If I could just learn to stop appeasing
Would my loved ones be there
Don't want a room full of extras
I just want someone to care
And I could chase
A bitter ending
Or I could take my time
And I could leave
Straight for an exit
Or heal this mind of mine
I never wanted to feel like this
I never wanted to feel
I never wanted to feel like this
I never wanted to feel
And I could chase
A bitter ending
Or I could take my time