Cs I pace back-and-forth in the middle of the night
The creeks in the floors, my exhausted sighs
Fell back into the cage again
Screaming, will it ever end?

I think about all of the things you said
Overthink until I'm wishing I was dead
I'm very deep in my mind
I'm a prisoner in my lost in overdrinking
Every possibility, every fear it's keeps me sinking deep drowning in the sea of my own thoughts until I can't breathe

Every decision feels like life or death
I'm second-guessing every single breath
Wandering if I said the wrong thing again
Did I open a wound I can't

I think about all of the things you said
Overthink until I'm wishing I was dead
I'm very deep in my mind
I'm a prisoner in my lost in overdrinking
Every possibility, every fear it's keeps me sinking deep drowning in the sea of my own thoughts until I can't breathe