I feel the pressure in my veins
It pushes me, it drives me insane
It makes me do things I don't wanna do
You think you know me, but you have no clue

You see the smile on my face
But you'll see the pain I can't erase
I have a secret that I can't reveal
It's like a wound that will never heal

I have a secret that I can't escape
It's like a prison that I can't break
I'm trying to change, I'm trying to fight
But I can't seem to get it right

I'm trying to leave, I'm trying to quit
But I can't seem to break that habit
I'm trying to change, I'm trying to fight
But I can't seem to get it right

I'm trying to leave, I'm trying to quit
But I can't seem to break that habit
I can't seem to break the habit
I can't seem to break the habit

I know the damage that I've done
I've hurt myself and everyone
I know the consequences of my actions
But I can't stop the satisfaction

I need the rush, I need the thrill
But I don't need the guilt I feel
I have a secret that I can't reveal
It's like a wound that will never heal

I have a secret that I can't escape
It's like a prison that I can't break
I'm trying to change, I'm trying to fight
But I can't seem to get it right

I'm trying to leave, I'm trying to quit
But I can't seem to break that habit
I'm trying to change, I'm trying to fight
But I can't seem to get it right

I'm trying to leave, I'm trying to quit
But I can't seem to break that habit
I can't seem to break that habit
I can't seem to break that habit

I don't wanna be this way, I don't wanna live this way
I don't wanna be a slave to this addiction that I crave
I wanna be free, I wanna be strong I wanna be who I belong
I wanna be me, I wanna be new I wanna be someone who can break through

I'm trying to change, I'm trying to fight
But I can't seem to get it right
I'm trying to leave, I'm trying to quit
But I can't seem to break that habit

I'm trying to change, I'm trying to fight
But I can't seem to get it right
I'm trying to leave, I'm trying to quit
But I can't seem to break that habit

I can't seem to break that habit
I can't seem to break that habit
I can't seem to break that habit