What if I never ever would've came up
What if I go broke and they stop showing me love
What if I lose it all, then lose trust?
I toss and turn when I'm sleeping thinking 'bout it
It be giving me nightmares
I can't keep these thoughts inside in my head, no
I'm working hard, I'm afraid to lose it all
I toss and turn when I'm sleeping, thinking bout it
It be giving me nightmares

Phuck how my enemies feel
Pink and blues on my mind like a gender reveal
Fifties, hundreds
I was broke
Back touching my stomach
Got a fear of going back
Like, "don't plummet"
Tipsy at the family functions
Niggas want something
I just want peace
Got me smoking, drinking
That shit Phucking up my sleep
Everybody tweeting, "where the fuck is your release?"
I've been meditating, praying
Where the phuck is my relief?
My pistol on the seat
Can't be rich and out of touch
So got a couple more in reach
Try to catch me slipping?
Turn your noggin into quiche
Yeah, I made a couple dollars
Still a product of the streets
So I still have nightmares
'Cause I know what it's like there
Where you can get your brains busted
For stepping on some Nike Airs
So I gotta get my fam out
And I ain't got no handouts
So if plan A don't pan out
It's back to passing grams out
I've seen a lot throughout the years
But I ain't tripping cause my vision bigger than my fears
Larsa Pippen, see my future and the mission clear
I gotta reach my goals
Without relinquishing my sanity or selling my soul
Or get preoccupied with vanity and losing control
I'm on the grind to get the shxt that I'm owed
Shxt or ditch the commode
This princess won't kiss an ass or toad
Just hustled hard
Now I'm surpassing my foes

What if I never ever would've came up
What if I go broke and they stop showing me love
What if I lose it all, then lose trust?
I toss and turn when I'm sleeping thinking 'bout it
It be giving me nightmares
I can't keep these thoughts inside in my head, no
I'm working hard, I'm afraid to lose it all
I toss and turn when I'm sleeping, thinking bout it
It be giving me nightmares