I've been up all night
Have a dream then wake up to a fright
From the fake world I imagined that is in my head at night
I didn't even wanna say it but even though despite
The life that i live in to me isn't really bright
Its took a while for me now to finally see
The demon which is living inside of me
The only say to stop it is to let it free
So it makes me close my eyes and count 123
I don't want another broken heart
I'll have so many I can put it in a chart
If this cycle keeps coming i mustn't be really smart
Try to run from my feelings 10 times faster than a dart
I didn't even wanna say it but where do I start
There is too many things that's keeping me apart from you when you give me
My cue of the answer of you saying I don't want you
My heart aches by heart breaks my love always seems fake
My chest holds my feelings I cant overtake
Every time I try its always a big mistake
In this dream i'm in I cant seem to awake
I will never see whats lurking inside of me
And I don't know how to stop it so ill let it be
Every time I try to do it takes over me
And that's only because I don't want her to see
I don't wanna think that she knows
That i'm thinking about her like shes gold
Acting like this is getting old
Gave my heart and now i'm sold
Now I cant let go so I just keep a tight grip and hold
Now I've got another broken heart
I'll have so many I can put it in a chart
If this cycle keeps coming i mustn't be really smart
Try to run from my feelings 10 times faster than a dart
I didn't even wanna say it but where do I start
There is too many things that's keeping me apart from you when you give me that cue of the answer of you Saying I don't want you
My heart aches by heart breaks my love always seems fake
My chest holds my feelings I cant overtake
Every time I try its always a big mistake
In this dream i'm in I cant seem to awake
I don't wanna think that she knows
That i'm thinking about her like shes gold
Acting like this is getting old
Gave my heart and now i'm sold
Now I cant let go so I just keep a tight grip and hold
I don't wanna think that she knows
That i'm thinking about her like shes gold
Acting like this is getting old
Gave my heart and now i'm sold
Now I cant let go so I just keep a tight grip and hold